Wednesday 18 July 2012

My New Class


Hi minna-saan, i'm 9 grade now u,u Yeah, it makes me busy and have many lesson from monday until friday.. But i enjoy it actually :3 Oh yeah, i never told you where i studied, right? Yeah, i studied at junior high school 2 Bogor.. Bogor is a city near Jakarta, the capital city of Indonesia.. And 9 grade means i must study hard for enter senior high school that i want.. Yeah, i want to enter to Senior High School 1 Bogor, that's the best school in Bogor i think.. After that, if i can't enter that school, i want to enter to Senior High School 5 Bogor or SMAKBo, SMAKBo is where Lathifa-senpai(?) studied.. I think both of them is good school, actually many people wanna enter that school xD Oh yeah, my classroom is 9C.. My vice teacher is Mam Nita.. She's English teacher and she told to us to always use English to talking to her.. OMG! U,U My friend in other class said Mam Nita is funny teacher, okay, she is fun enough xD My first day in 9C is fun.. My chair mate is my friend in 8 grade.. But we use 7C because 9C class is use to student orientation.. Hahaha, the next day i met Hinode, remember Hinode right? Yeah, i used public transportation to go to school.. But every public transportation is almost full, and~ i saw a creature that i ever know before, yeah, it's him and he's in public transportation that i chose.. But i felt something wrong.. There's his friend that studied in the same school and i also knew he's his friend in junior high school but why his friend move to other chair when i enter? Okay, i know Hinode didn't like he move because his said, "Eh, don't move." But he still move.. And i sat beside him >3< ahh, i remember the time when i also do this, -slapped- Okay, i didn't say anything, he looked embarrassed too.. He didn't say anything.. But when i go down, i said to him, "I go first yeah.." In indonesian, "Aku duluan ya.." But he didn't say anything and i repeat my word while i poke his arm.. He saw me and i go down.. After that i didn't saw him again.. Yeah, that too short but that's alright.. Oh yeah, now, i have holiday until monday because friday is fasting, hahaha, and~ how about you? Did you enjoy your holiday? Okay, see yaa~ XD

Wednesday 11 July 2012

Koishikute - UVERworld


Ahh~ this's the saddest PV UVERworld that i ever see T^T i found this PV 2 days ago because i saw a website about PV UVERworld in my group, and~ i tried to watch this PV and soo sad T^T after that i searched the lyric, and soo sad too.. Ahh~ i can't let Takuya sad T^T -slapped myself- Koishikute told us that Takuya is busy with his friend and his work till he never care about his girlfriend and he's very overprotected with his girlfriend.. Without conscious, he makes her hate him.. "Say if you were the flower blooming over there, i would over water you until you wilted, i would overprotect you, shutting away the sunlight" Yeah, i know Takuya's feeling.. When we feel that we do something good to other, not necessarily it's the best for other.. Okay~ this's the lyric, i don't owned this by myself :D

Koishikute - UVERworld


Kimi ni saigo ni ochiaketa
yume no hanashi no koto wa umaku itai iruyo
kimi to iru hatsu datta jikan wa
shigoto ni uchi kondari nakama to sugoshitari
demo naze daro takusa no futari koko maretteru toki hodo
kono sekaiju de hitori kiri na kiga shita
kimi no sugata sagashite shima unda

Koishikute kimi no nao yonda yonda

kokoro no mama ni aiseba yokatta
sayonara no wake o nandomo kurikaesu
owari sugata no ni kesenai

Ame wa itsumo yamete toki wo
oshiete akuresu ni tada tada furi sudsuku
itsumo to onaji jikan do wori no
sainju de sharonaka yori so koibito tachi
fuini kimichi da ano hito kasaneru omoi wa asesu ni
jikan wa tatsunori kumo no hare nai sora no
namida ga mada tomaranaiinda


Koishikute kimi no nao yonda yonda
kokoro no mama ni aiseba yokatta
akudemo ii totanda tatoeba kimi ga
soko ni saku hana naraba

Mizu wo sasogasu ga karasu
mamori sugite kizashi tosashite
wakaranata na koto kimi ga koto I miss you
amasugiru mitsu wa sonno amasayu kira ware
setsugyo na balance wa hora
kutsura hajimeta toki kowakunatte

Nani ga taisetsuna kao wakatta furishite
hanashite shimatta ai wo
wakare watte ai no hajimari datte
ikkikasate kyo mo boku wa
aru kiku kedo

Koishikute kimi no nao yonda yonda
sayonara no wake o nandomo kurikaesu
owari sugata no ni
ima mo aenai to wakatteru no ni
woo~ boku wa madari yu sagashiteru

sayonara no wake o nandomo kurikaesu
kokoro ni uso ga
su kenakute

Translate~:

The dream I revealed to you at the end is going good now

The time I would’ve spent with you
Is dedicated to work or wasted with my friends

But why is it when I’m surrounded by many people
I feel like I’m the only one in the world
I end up searching for you

I need you, I called out your name, I called it out
I should have loved you with all my heart
I think about why I said “goodbye”
Even though I said it was over, I can’t erase you from my memory

The rain never says when it will end and just keeps on pouring
As always, like clockwork, the last train of the night
Is full of lovers cuddling close

Suddenly my emotions return to that day, my thoughts haven’t faded
Even as time goes by, the cloudy sky does not clear
And its tears won’t stop

I need you, I called out your name, I called it out
I should have loved you with all my heart, I’ve become sick
Let’s say you were that flower blooming there

If I poured too much water you would wither away
If I tried to protect you too much I would block the sunlight
Without you I don’t know what to do

I miss you

The honey that’s too sweet is hated because of it
I grew afraid once the exquisite balance started to fall apart
I pretended I knew what was most important
And left love behind

Meetings eventually turn into goodbyes
Tell me that now
But today I’m still walking forward

I need you, I called out your name, I called it out
My heart doesn’t understand why
I think about why I said “goodbye”
Even though I said it was over

I know now that I’ll never see you again
But I’m still searching for the reason
I think about why I said “goodbye”
I can’t lie…to my heart

Okay~ this's so sad i think T^T after i found this song, i listen to this all the time, ahh~ hope you'll also like this song >,< Oh yea, if you wanna save this song, just open this "Koishikute - UVERworld" okaay, good luck! XD

Oh yeah, i also will give you some photo of this PV, let's check it xD



And~ Bye minna-saan XD

Sunday 8 July 2012

Brave Song - Angel Beats

Minna-saan, i watched Angel Beats and found a soo sad song, that's Brave Song by Tada Aoi.. When i saw the lyric, i think this is the sad lyric that i ever see.. I imagine when we're alone and we told to ourselves, "Everyone will be alone someday, living on in memories only" and and with them we try to be strong, just only with that word.. Minna-san, i think alone is the best rival that everyone have, so be stronger because everyone ever be alone :) Let's check it minna-san X3


Brave Song - Tada Aoi

Angel Beats Ending Song


itsumo hitori de aruiteta furikaeru to minna ha tooku
soredemo atashi ha aruita sore ga tsuyosa datta
mou nani mo kowaku nai sou tsubuyaite miseru
itsuka hito ha hitori ni natte omoide no naka ni ikiteku dake
kodoku sae aishi waratterareru you ni atashi ha tatakaun da
namida nante misenain da

itsumo hitori de aruiteta ikusaki ni ha gake ga matteta
soredemo atashi ha aruita tsuyosa no shoumei no tame
fukitsukeru tsuyoi kaze ase de SHATSU ga haritsuku
itsuka wasurete shimaeru nara ikiru koto sore ha tayasui mono
boukyaku no kanata he to ochiteiku nara sore ha nigeru koto darou
ikita imi sura kieru darou

kaze ha yagate naideta ase mo kawaite
onaka ga suitekita na nani ka attakke
nigiyaka na koe to tomo ni ii nioi ga yattekita

itsumo hitori de aruiteta minna ga matteita

itsuka hito ha hitori ni natte omoide no naka ni ikuteku dake
soredemo ii yasuraka na kono kimochi ha sore wo nakama to yobun da
itsuka minna to sugoshita hibi mo wasurete dokoka de ikiteru yo
sono toki ha mou tsuyoku nanka nai yo
futsuu no onnanoko no yowasa de namida wo kobosu yo

Translation~:

I have always walked alone. When I looked back, everyone was faraway
Even so, I kept walking. That was my strength
"I'm not afraid of anything anymore", I muttered to myself
Everyone will be alone someday, living on in memories only
I will fight so that I will be able to love and laugh despite of the loneliness
I won't show my tears

I have always walked alone. The cliff was waiting for me ahead
Even so, I kept walking, to prove my strength
The strong wind blew against me. My shirt stuck to me with sweat
If I can forget everything one day, being alive will be so easy
If I fall into the other side of oblivion, that means I am running away
Even the meaning of having lived will disappear

The wind had soon calmed down. My sweat had also dried out
I became hungry. What was that?
A nice smell came together with lively voices

I have always walked alone. Everyone was waiting

Everyone will be alone someday, living on in memories only
Even so, it's fine. I call this peaceful feeling my friend
Someday I will be living somewhere, with the memories of days spent with everyone left behind
At that time I won't be strong anymore
I will just be sobbing like a weak ordinary girl

Tuesday 3 July 2012

Angel Beats!


Huaa~ i finished watch this anime! This anime's so sad.. I cry 3 times T^T huhuhu..

So, i'll tell you the story of angel beats! I watched this anime this month because i think it's anime ecchi T3T *this always happen to me* yeah, and~ it's so amazing anime! >o<

Okay, it's my own view about Angel Beats after watch it and i didn't copy it from other blog or wikipedia, :3

Angel Beats tells about the world afterlife where everyone still feel pain as they did when they were alive.. it takes place in a high school.. The protagonist main character name is Yuzuru Otonashi.. Yuzuru's lost his memory.. Yuzuru met a girl named Yuri who invites him to join the Afterlife Battlefront or Shinda Sekai Sensen (SSS) to against the god.. They still didn't accept their death, so they against god.. their enemy's angel or tenshi.. Yuri assume that Tenshi can make their disappear and reincarnated.. But Yuzuru feel that Kanade Tachibana (the angel) isn't bad at all and Kanade seems lonely.. So, Sometimes Yuzuru invites her to eat together, fishing together, so on.. In Afterlife world, There's 3 reason that can make their disappear.. Because they follow angel, they act like student in that school and their hope become true.. One day, Yuri ask member of SSS, Naoi to hypnotize Yuzuru so he can remeber his memories when he's alive.. After that, he knows that he want to be a doctor after his sister's death.. He wanna help each other.. But he has a train accident and death.. Before death, he planned to donor his body.. After that, he deaths after rescuer found them.. In the end, he accepted his death but he still want to help his friend in SSS.. Kanade tells him her purpose to everyone in afterlife world.. She wanna everyone accepted their death and disappear because maybe, that's useless to against the god, they can't come back to their life.. So they make a plan to make everyone hope become true and disappear.. But they plan stopped because of something that can make everyone changed to be NPC.. NPC is like a robot that do the same thing everyday but can't disappear from that place.. actually, like a human without a soul.. finally, Yuzuru requested everyone to accepted their death and disappear from afterlife world and started new life.. Initially, They can't accepted his request but Yuzuru convince them.. After SSS defeat the mastermind of that accident, there's only 5 people remain.. That's Yuzuru, Kanade, Yuri, Hinata and Naoi.. They make a graduation by request from Kanade.. After they graduation, there're only Yuzuru and Kanade were left.. Yuzuru told Kanade his feeling.. Yuzuru also ask Kanade to still here but Kanade refuse his request.. Because the reason her lie in afterlife world is to say "thank you" to someone who give her donor.. And Kanade realized that's Yuzuru.. Kanade disappear after request him to says something before her disappear.. And he says, "I Love You".. Kanade says, "Thank you so much for loving me.." and disappear.. After that, they meet again in the world after they reincarnation..

Finished~ ahh~ Sorry minna-san, i'm not the best story telling, but i wanna make you love this anime too.. Sorry if i have some mistake.. My english is soo bad.. Ja matta ne, minna-saan >o

Tsundere No Uta














Hi Minna-saan! i wanna make a poetry now, The title is Tsundere No Uta.. In english that means "Tsundere's Songs" Who's Tsundere? Tsundere is The girl that bad to people but in the fact, she's soo nice :) Okay, here we go~


Tsundere No Uta

My day's always the same..
When i opened my eyes, there's no one who says,"Good Morning" to me..
No one realized my loneliness..
No one understand my feeling..
They always says that i'm grumpy, bad, childish and so on..
Did you know? I did that to make you happy, to make everyone happy..
You know, i didn't know how to make a joke, it's difficult to me to think that life is a joke..
So, I do like a child and and make you laughing.. It's funny, right?
I know they thought i'm cute because i do like a child but some people think that i'm sucks and leave me alone..
You know, i always cheerful, but it makes me can't tell my problem to everyone because they think that i'm happy!! You know it's soo annoying me.. So, i.. i.. tell them about my life, and they feel bored, but, but, i can't tell about my real life, i don't know why..
You know, i always tell to people about my boyfriend or someone who i like in bad side.. Yeah, i don't know what must i do if they know that, but, i don't know, my mouth can't stop tell it.. maybe i soo embarrassed, because you know, i love them so damn much..
You know, I just wanna everyone realized my existence, so I DO THAT!
I always regretted my life, yeah, everyone so sucks! They don't know my feeling.. just me..
Everyone always leave me someday, with NO SENSE REASON! They leave me because i'm CHILDISH! I hope someday i can meet with someone who can understand me, understand my feeling, understand my weakness.. Oneday i will proof to someone who can understand me that i can make them happy with my own way!! And you will regretted your way to leave me! Let's see it!


Finish! yeah, it seems like tell Tsundere's feeling than poetry T3T yeah, i know, i'm fail.. But i already write it, so i change the title to be "Tsundere's Feeling"

Okay~ see ya minna-saan~ XD